I can’t wait to take a break from speaking Cantonese. I can’t wait to take a break from any languages from my mouth.

Welcome to the concrete jungle. In this world, we don’t fight with swords and guns anymore. Those are a thing of the past. Here, take the dictionary. Here you can fight with these words.

But why? Why do I have to use words as shield? Makeup is a shield. Every step I take is a shield. I can’t anymore.

I miss you. I miss the way you looked at me and I looked at you. Those were the moments when I didn’t need to speak anything to be understood.