My dead mahout friend (Somkid) once told me that I look at everything as if I was standing on the mountain top while everyone else was down the mountain. I see things more crystal clear than […]
Author: Beesword
[Music] 美しき残酷な世界 | utsukushiki zankokuna sekai
これは本当に美しき残酷の世界だ。残念けどね、僕はただ美しくも残酷でもないの人間なんだ。 In a world full of cruel angels and beautiful humans, I wish I could be the devil. Even though I am too tired and useless to be evil, at least you can come sit and […]
The Battle With Dreams – Chapter 3 Part 2
He was a good looking man in suit and all, but it was the fact that he was someone of importance and we were in an important situation that turned me on the most. He sit […]
The Battle With Dreams – Chapter 3 Part 1
By the time Karza came to his senses, he and the two other staffers from the local canteen had spent hours in this special waiting room on the plane. The doorless room reeked of old moldy […]
Me, a singer
I’m no musician but I like singing. For me, singing is how I talk to myself. I get hyper-focused on every single muscle fibre of my lips, cheeks, and vocal chords because the sound always comes […]
Afraid of love
I’m a bad person. I run away from people that like me (romance or family or friendship) because love scares me. In my whole life, there’s not a single thing that I’m afraid of. Except love.
My Yahoo! Blog
I once had a profound habit of keeping a journal to myself, I would write on the Yahoo! Blog religiously about the problems in my daily life, complain a little bit about how the world is […]
Chaos in peace and peace in chaos
There is chaos within peace and peace within chaos — and that makes the perfect equilibrium.
Heaven on Earth
I don’t look forward to heaven because I’ve already seen heaven on the Earth. I’m sure the world will be just as beautiful on the day that I leave.